Things I love

This afternoon it started to rain which inspired me to hide out in my room and write. Growing up on the farm I loved summer storms-they made amazing sounds and created wonderful smells. You could feel the land come alive after a storm. I spent a lot of summers waiting out storms-reading, coloring, writing and entertaining my grandparents (who were basically my second set of parents.) Still to this day I love the rain, the crack of lightning and the roll of thunder. It brings me back to happy memories of days long pasted. It reminds me of my grandma-who we lost 2 years ago. She was my best friend, my protector, my mother. She loved to sit on her carport and watch the rain. Usually with a big glass of homemade iced tea. My grandpa thanked the lord each time it rained because it nourished his crops during the hot summer months. Being there with both of them in their white farm house waiting out a storm was wonderful. I would often get to hear stories from my grandpa about his childhood, his days in the army (where he met Elvis) and lessons about agriculture. Then once a storm was over and grandma said it was safe for me to go outside, I would just envelope my surrounding-the smell, the taste of the air, the sounds of the birds. I would go make mud pies and play with frogs. I especially liked riding my bike through mud puddles much to my grandma's dismay.

Those memories will stay with me for a lifetime and they all had to do with rain. Its funny how something so natural and simple can bring you such peace. It makes me think of the other things I love as well. All the things I have everyday but don't always give thanks for.
Of course their is my family, my wonderful husband and my amazing friends. And then there are my animals-my dogs are always with me at home-they follow me around. They are actually in bed with me as I write this. Since my husband and I have not yet been blessed with children, my animals are my babies; especially my dogs-Courtney and khole. I also love my kitty cats-Andee, Stonie and Poot. They love to cuddle with me and when they play its always very entertaining. And of course there is Henry our parakeet. He reminds me of the love Dave has for me. How much he cares for me. Let me explain why-in November of 2009 I was very depressed. I felt like my life wasn't moving forward, I had no job and I wasn't in school. And the month before we had lost our baby. My miscarriage took a lot out of me and Dave could tell. He started telling me stories about the parakeets he used to have-Zane and Lou Lou. He told me how smart they were, how playful and the beautiful music they make. I did a little research on parakeets and was very intrigued. Then one day Dave asked me to meet him at Petsmart after he got off work. I did and we picked out Henry. It was so fun shopping for his cage and toys and food. Then we brought him home and ever since I have been fascinated watching Henry in his little cage.
Now being a girl I have to admit I also love superficial things. My motto is "I enjoy the simple things in life-like jewelry, shoes and handbags." And lord isn't that the truth. :) I have tons of purses. I LOVE them. All different colors, shapes and sizes. To me they are an extension of who I am. I probably get a new one at least once a month. I also love shoes. Most woman do. I don't have a lot of shoes but I love the ones I have. I love flats. They are comfy and cute all at the same time. Sadly I just cant walk right in heels or I would have several pairs of those, no doubt. As for jewelry-I have alot of jewelry. Not anything expensive-mostly all fashion jewelry but I treasure every piece. A lot of my pieces were Dave's grandmothers. After she pasted last August my in laws allowed me to pick from her massive amount of jewelry. That kind of started my obsession with jewelry. Every time I go out I have a least one piece on. Without them I feel naked.
I also have always had an extreme love for reading. I love fantasy novels, and christian fiction. I have a lot of books and I can never go into a book store without purchasing at least one new novel. I also have an Amazon Kindle that my husband bought me last year for my 23rd birthday. Its amazing-no need to get in the car and drive to the bookstore. Now I can purchase a book and have it delivered to my Kindle in 60 seconds. I currently have 23 books on my Kindle. When we have children I plan to read to them every night and I pray that they love reading and books just as much as I do.
I also adore photography. Ive went from a dinky 5 megapixal camera to a 700 dollar 12 megapixal Cannon Rebel. Taking pictures all the while. I love to be behind the lens of that camera. I love capturing life as it normally happens. Of course I take posed shots but I love live action shots and nature photography. I love looking at my photos and reliving the memories. All the wonderful times with family and friends. All the peaceful days, alone taking photos of the wild. Its my passion. I love it.
The last love I would like to share with you, is my love for the beauty industry. To me this is a love that is not superficial. I love to do someones hair and makeup. I love to give someone a relaxing facial and I love making people feel good. When I do my work on someone I want to make them look as good as they are on the inside. Ive always been able to assess people's moods and I love to bring that out. Work with their natural beauty and make them into a star! I love chatting with them as I work-getting to know more about them. Hair, skin, nails and makeup are all works of art for me. I love taking a blank canvas and turning it into a living masterpiece. Now I'm not saying I'm a fabulous hairstylist or makeup artist because I am still learning and will be forever learning in my career. But I just love it.

Funny how a little rain can make you think, huh?

Beautiful Days

Oh my goodness it has been a long time since I have written a blog! So happy to be on here posting again and man has a lot gone down this summer! I could probably write 40 blogs about all the odd or exciting things that have been happening! LOL So anyway first and foremost I AM ENROLLED IN SCHOOL! Im just gobsmaked on starting Cosmetology school again! I will be attending Regency Beauty Institute-I had a school/salon tour this week. It was amazing-the director Michelle was just a joy to be around! She was bubbly and full of passion about the beauty industry. I was going to enroll for the September class but she told me there was still an opening for the August class. So I took it. And that is so unlike me-usually I just want to put stuff off because of my anxiety but I have been doing so much better. I went to the doctor at the end of June and he put me on a new anti-depressant and an anti anxiety. They are working really well together. But I have a follow up tomorrow and I think he is going to put me on another anxiety medicine as well since Im having to take my anxiety meds everyday (which I really not supposed to.) I need something for my panic disorder. So tomorrow it should be a good appointment. (Hopefully)
In other news my mom is getting married! In two months!!!! I know fast huh? We are literally in crunch time. We have an appointment at Davids Bridal this coming thursday. Im really excited for my mom and to get to try on bridesmaids dresses. I'm the Matron of honor! They have decided on a steel gray color which I love! I love all shades of gray and I think it will look very elegant! We are making their invitations so this week I will be busy making over 140 invites! Man that is gonna suck!
Also Dave is back at work-so happy about that! He decided to cancel his disability claim because he was so depressed just sitting around the house day in and out! Now he is so much happier. He went back to Clarkson Eyecare. He is so good at optical and selling. Its a good job until he passes his state boards for funeral directing. He actually works three doors down from my school! So we can have lunch together and car pool-really help save money! Gonna be so awesome!
Last bit of news which is probably one of the most exciting piece of news I got is my two best friends-Nichole and Samatha are engaged!!!!!! Yes thats right they are both girls-yes they are gay-WHO CARES! The title means nothing-the LOVE means everything! They are getting married September 22nd, 2012 and Sam asked me to be her Matron of Honor! I was so honored and I feel so blessed to be loved by such great woman! I am so happy they have found each other and are gonna embark on this new life journey together!

Eveything is just going really great right now-God truly blesses me and those around me everyday! Thank you Lord for all you do! We are all forever grateful!