Lonely...

I really miss having good girl friends. Girls I can talk to about anything and everything, girls I can hang out with and laugh with and cry with. I've grown apart from all my high school friends; yes I still talk to them and occasionally see them but its just not the same. I see a lot of my facebook friends hanging out with their friends and posting about the fun they are having. I miss that. I just wish I had a special group of friends I could talk with and hang out with. I spend a lot of time with my mom and she is great but sometimes a girl just needs to be around other girls her age-you know? I just feel like I've stopped moving forward. Like I'm standing perfectly still watching those around me move forward. Its frustrating and it makes me very sad. I just need to get out. I'm not really a go out and about kind of girl but I love hanging out with friends. Going to their houses and just enjoying each other's company. I just seems so much harder to meet new friends now that I'm out of high school. Life is truly complicating for me right now. UGH....Lonely.